

ENGLEWOOD, Colo. — “It wasn’t really about what I wanted; it was about what I needed to do.”
The words of Denver Broncos safety Su’a Cravens on Monday morning, as he vaguely explained why exactly he walked away from football just one week prior to the 2017 NFL season.
The move left the Redskins without their starting strong safety, left media speechless and left many to criticize a man who was now seen as a “quitter.” All the while, though, few thought about the differences between the two things Cravens mentioned in that quote above—what he wanted and what he needed.
Often times in sports—a place where it’s considered normal for guys walk on a stage in their underwear in front of hundreds of potential employers—it’s easy to lose sight of the fact that these people are humans, complex humans, just like you and I.
Sometimes, it takes somebody like Su’a Cravens standing on a podium and saying something like this to remind us:
“I was going through something that I wasn’t even aware I was going through. The mindset that I had last year was just completely different from how I am now. Once I got cleared, I took a step back and looked at the way I was acting and the way I was treating my loved ones. The way my whole thought process was, I was a stranger. It was just crazy that I didn’t realize that I was in a predicament I was completely unaware of. So yeah, there was a point that I thought I was done with football, but that love for it and that need to compete, that need to be on the field and be with your brothers, that never went away.”
“I didn’t really know what was going on until I went to see Dr. Collins and he made me fully aware of the situation. At first I just thought that something was wrong with me, something’s not right and I didn’t feel the same. Once he explained, ‘This is why you feel this way,’ he’d ask me questions, I’d tell him, ‘Yes,’ and he’d say, ‘Well that’s a correlation to this.’ Everything started making sense and once we started working on it progressively I got better and better.”
Now, Cravens doesn’t need to go into specifics—and frankly, the specifics are none of our damn business—for that quote to cause you to take a step back. Whether it was something rare or something common, Su’a Cravens was going through something serious and probably going through something similar to what you or someone you know has gone through.
At that point—as it should—football took a back seat. If nothing else will, that quote should open your eyes to just how necessary that was.
“I’m not a quitter,” he said Monday, and he’s not. He’s a man who needed to step away from football to do what was best for himself and his family and, in the end, he got his mind right and renewed his love for the game.
“I just thought, ‘Football will always be there. Football is a sport that I love to play, and it’s always going to be an option that I have.’ Having it taken away, with no choice of coming back to it or having the option to get it back right then, it kind of matured me in a way. I will never take that for granted again—practice, or when you don’t feel like going in and rehabbing your body or icing it and things like that—I’m 100 percent committed to it.”
On Friday night, a fan asked me if they should be worried that Cravens would question his dedication to the game if he got another concussion.
“Wouldn’t you?” I responded.
The conversation didn’t need to go much further.
As for Cravens himself, he insists he’s all in, noting that he’s experienced the dangers of the game first hand and still wants to go out and put everything he has on the lines.
As for me, I’m just saying maybe we should worry a little more about the human inside of the jersey than what he can do for the team on the front of it.
Here’s to Su’a Cravens living a happy and healthy life.

0 Comments (5 conversations)
MontanaBroncos
Heck yes, Ryan. Good column. I’m stoked to see this guy play, he seems very committed and a bright kid. Let’s hope he has a bright future. With the Broncos!
Ryan Koenigsberg
AuthorThanks, man! I have a really good feeling about him. Think this is going to go down as one of Elway’s best moves.
wac_attac
If he lights it up for us this year, expect a lot of salty Washington fans to throw shade our way. I’m rooting for you Su’a!
Ryan Koenigsberg
AuthorWashington fans are ROUGH on the dude. They can’t stand him. They will be unbelievably salty if he balls out.
Preston_Nibaur
I’ve really enjoyed all the football related content I’ve heard on this show, but this was really terrific work guys (speaking about the pod and article). You guys truly went deep and humanized a person in a very legitimate way, and I really respect that. I thought he had a chance to be a good player for us, but was fairly concerned about his brain. I personally had some concussion issues back in HS playing ball, and I had some very real and somewhat scary mental issues: having gaps in time, forgetting things even months after the concussion had actually occurred, and drastically reduced focus. That all eventually settled and I returned to normal. But these are things that happen to people all the time. The way he was speaking just really hit me hard. Most sports analyists would have dissected how this would potentially effect his ability to continue playing in the NFL and if the Broncos wasted a pick on a guy that is one concussion away from being done. I just really appreciate this perspective from you two. Honestly, it somehow pushed you further ahead of all other sports sources I go to, and I already listen to you every day. So thanks again.
Ryan Koenigsberg
AuthorGlad you enjoyed it, Preston.
Having people close to me who have struggled with post-concussion syndrome really opened my eyes to the dangers of this stuff. Thankfully, you can heal from this stuff. Glad you were able to get back to normal.
Thanks for your support!
Excellent read my man! I play ice hockey and have had a couple concussions so it great to read a feel good story such as this one. The news these days seem to want to cover negative things only but I appreciate BSN having the straight up informative discussions like this one.
Ryan Koenigsberg
AuthorThank you! Always happy to bring a different perspective to the news of the day.
vonnie b'vsean
Damn, this is exactly what I needed to hear. I wanted to believe in him but there was that question of why did he leave. The fact that he is so open about it, makes me think that he really has overcome what he needed to overcome. Great read.